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goodbye&hello     jan13.07

So this is it. You're gone. I'm still here.
As callous as I may sound, that's all I have in me to say.
So, goodbye, wish I had known you.
Strange as it is, I really, actually do.
Maybe there could've been some things that could've changed.
But there's no point in trying now, is there.

And you. My life is like your revolving door.
You keep coming in and out.
Not that I mind much, it's nice sometimes.
But I just realized that maybe you mean more to me than I'm willing to admit.
And sometimes you give me so much shit and grief and tears.
If I tell you that I can't even breath without thinking about you, would you just ease up a bit?

It's funny, to one I say goodbye, to another hello.
If anything, it should be the other way around.
But I can't do anything to change any of this.
It's not like I'd change it, anyhow.

dedicated to the memory rmm and to ______