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this is who i am, and i can't change that.

i thought you'd like to know since you keep wondering why i do the things i do. yes, i'm not always the happiest person in the world. yes, i act happy in the presence of others. yes, sometimes i force myself to do things that are meant only for the happy of mind. and why do i do all this if it seems to torture me so much?

because there are people who depend on my happiness for their piece of mind.

i sometimes wonder to myself why...